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~I'm Losing Sight~
How the fuck could you do this to me
What did you see in me
After everything I tried to be
I tried to be different, I tried to be cool
But you turned me down,
Like a fucking fool
He fucked a friend, why didn't he tell me
Instead of telling her to tell me
Now she wants to fight
I'm losing sight of what I loved,
My eyes are being covered by a fucking glove
I'm losing sight,
Of what I thought could be
But when I turn around,
The jokes on me
I'm losing sight
Looking into this blinding light
I just want to see
That it ain't because of me
I'll never fall for your tricks again
Maybe that's because, I have nothing to gain
I lost everything, thinking of you
But again, you turned me down
Like a goddam fool!
11/17/2005
Melissa Morrow
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This isn't a poem I wrote, but I read it somewhere so yea...Just read it...
My name
is Jammie
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else
could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When
I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So
maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's
Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his
evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its
my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And
I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard
wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm
sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and
the pain
Again and again
Oh please, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for
the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Jammie
And I am but three,
Tonight
my daddy,
Murdered me.
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